building something "personal"


There are naturally earlier versions of "you" that you have built a newer version of you over, but don't need to live in that level of you today.

Supernaturally, God does something in us that resets the very beams and floors we've built. We become a new creation, and yet (on this side of heaven) are still building over the past.

The catch?

Others may talk to you today thinking they're talking to a past "you."

Because we are who we are... and we aren't who we are.

It's personal distance, but not personal denial.

That's why it's called growth.

That's part of being human.


God? 

His Name is I AM. He always is.

“I am the LORD, and I do not change. That is why you descendants of Jacob are not already destroyed." (Malachi 3:6)

Woah.

the honest prayer life

It’s just awkward, isn’t it?

“False hope.”

What an interesting combination of words. I heard it recently from our dog’s doctor, and it got me thinking about how we all struggle with an honest prayer life.

Our older dog had been restlessly pacing around the house for weeks. We took him to his usual veterinarian for wisdom, but upon arrival our dog unexpectedly changed his demeanor and bit the doctor’s hand. It wasn’t a nip either, but a full-on, full-teeth defensive act.

Thankfully, the doctor wasn’t wounded beyond a surface-level breaking of the skin.

Still, that was a first for our quite kind-and-gentle-dog. Even the doctor noted that our dog “regretted” biting him.

Apparently, something had changed mentally in our canine. Just like older adults might gradually experience dementia, his way of seeing and understanding the world had become degenerative. It’s likely why he’d been stressed out and unable to find rest anywhere.

The doctor empathetically encouraged us to understand that our dog could act out at home like he did in the office. Our two options were to either utilize medicine a few times each day to temporarily calm the dog’s body, or… set up an appointment soon if we wanted to choose euthanasia.

Our vet also factually stated that this wasn’t going to get better, and if we took the route of medicine we might perceive that everything had suddenly resolved. This, he explained, would be “false hope.”

After the visit, my wife and I had several emotional conversations about it all. We then spoke with our older sons and 13-year old daughter (who loves all animals) about what we were facing, be it caring for him through a potentially dangerous journey in-house, or taking a hard and permanent step.

So… which value was “correct?” More importantly, what ethics about life and commitment would we consequently impart to them based on that decision?

I found myself struggling that night during our usual out-loud family prayer. As I opened my mouth to talk with God, I wondered what “should” spill out.

Specifically, would it be inappropriate to ask for a miracle? I know God invites us to, but would I in seeking it out loud be setting up my daughter to pine for that miracle in an unnatural way?

Then again, isn’t a “miracle” by definition unnatural? Don’t we in seeking God about anything inherently defy the way things are by inviting a larger Story to unfold?

“Should I or should I not pray for the miracle, God?” I dangerously wondered to Him internally, while simultaneously praying a safer prayer to Him out loud.

Ironic, huh? The “false hope” I ended up fearing wasn’t about my dog’s condition, but in what was right for us to expect of God.

Ever been there? You’re trying to be honest as you seek the Lord, but everything inside of you is trying to talk you out of it.

Maybe we need to be honest with why we struggle.

God freaks us out.

We may use nicer words to say that, like how He’s “holy” and “beyond us.” We’ve heard sermons to help us grasp the thought that we can’t grasp His thoughts. We smile when Mr. Beaver in the Chronicles of Narnia allegory describes the Savior-figure Aslan as a lion who should be feared and can’t be tamed, yet whose heart is good.

You know what that means? It means God freaks us out!

Jesus dared His disciples to pray with faith to move a mountain, and yet we stare at our mountain wondering if we should even try. “What if I pray and it doesn’t move?” we wonder. “What might that say about my faith?

Then again, we also fear the alternative. “What if I pray and the mountain does actually move?!?!”

In a church I served in while in college, our senior pastor’s wife developed cancer. Everyone prayed for a miracle of healing, and he declared in service after service that she would be physically healed on this side of heaven. She ultimately wasn’t, though, and entered into the healing of eternity.

A few years later, I served in another church and was asked to visit a dying woman I’d never met who’d asked for a pastor to come by and pray with her. More specifically, she emailed her request because she’d lost the ability to speak as her body had started shutting down. She was in her thirties – a young mom whose health had suddenly declined.

As I entered into a depressing room of strangers, I wondered how to pray “appropriately.” Without much time to consider this, I simply (and perhaps “inappropriately”) asked if she wanted me to pray for a miraculous healing. She nodded her head, and so I did. We eventually ended our time together as I left her and her loved ones to continue processing the sadness of it all.

The next day, I was shocked to learn she’d started speaking again. Two days later, she had made a dramatic recovery. The doctors used the word “miracle.”

What the heck?

God invites us in.

He wants us to realize that prayer isn’t about a formula but about being formed. Our words aren’t meant to be performed “right” but to be shared “raw.” In this way we don’t just grab for what we want, but collapse into Who we have.

You can’t quantify sweat when it comes to prayer anyway. The prophet Elijah famously prayed for a miracle of rain seven times before it happened, but he only had to pray for a miracle of fire once.

That’s confusing… unless this isn’t in the Bible to prescribe a holy math of how often to pray, but to show us Who he prayed to.

God does have power and miracles to offer us, but they’re secondary to the relationship He wants to build with us as we seek Him for those things. This isn’t selfish of Him either, but quite selfless. He always knows what we regularly forget – that the usual miracles we pray for come out of our spiritual nearsightedness.

Jesus supernaturally fed the thousands… who were naturally hungry again hours later. He also supernaturally raised Lazarus from the dead… who at some point naturally died again. Even miracles like these have expiration dates.

The only miracle that doesn’t expire is the personal relationship we can have with Him through Jesus Christ. We can build that intentionally, but also accidentally… for even when we shout at God we end up turning toward Him… which is the point.

Yes, an honest prayer life can start with you thinking He’s being hard-headed, but quickly pivot as you realize the soft spot He has for you. Your soul may start out feeling unglamorous and alone, yet soon step into the splendor that’s always been with you.

God walks us up.

We tend to see life like a mountain we haven’t conquered. As we consider our beginning to that end, can we ask God to zip us there?

Yes, but what if that’s only half the prayer? The “beginning” and the “end” are part of it, but so is seeking God in the “middle.” For example, “God, make everything go smoothly” could become “God, strengthen my feet for whatever the path is. I’m stressed, but I will trust You.” Likewise, “Be with me as I ______” can reset into “Thanks for always being with me, and even now as I ______.”

So… perhaps “Lord, help my (dog/loved one) feel better” becomes “Lord, I don’t know how to pray for my (dog/loved one), but I know I want to, so teach me how to pray. I ask for total physical healing, and passionately am knocking on Your heart for it. And I also trust Your heart. Build my relationship with You through it all.”

What’s your mountain? How are you trying to help your family walk it, too?

God is walking up it with you all. Yes, Jesus said mountains can be moved… yet maybe this one hasn’t yet.

Tell Him about it. Complain if you have to.

Just lean into His shoulder as you do.

It isn’t false hope.

It’s just awkward, isn’t it?
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

how to leave well?


Over the years, I've been asked by different church leaders how to understand if they should stay or go when it comes to their church role. I was recently asked this again, and so I wanted to share some nuggets that I believe matter in these moments.

Before you decide to leave, it's always good to do a checklist. This can serve you just as well even now to make sure things are healthy... because maybe you really shouldn't leave.

You may need to read that last part again.

I like the wisdom Jeffrey Johnson offers on this

  • Have you studied the marks of a healthy church?
  • Have you committed to being active and faithful members?
  • Have you made sure you don’t have a submission problem?
  • Have you endeavored to do your best to keep the unity of the faith?
  • Have you considered that you may be the voice of change?
  • Have you sought forgiveness and reconciliation?
  • Have you talked with the leadership of the church?
  • Have you sought the blessing of the leadership of the church?
  • Have you considered that the grass may not be greener on the other side?
  • Have you prayed about it? 
There is also a good book by John Cionca that I would recommend to help you discern and then take steps as the Lord leads.

So all that said, what are my own thoughts? 

Personally, I believe before you leave you need to (in addition to continual prayer): 

  1. Seek God for the actual wording of why you're leaving. You need to be able to keep it simple and not try to fill in all the gaps people will inquire about - this isn't about you creating a crowd to validate you, but about you offering what is essential so that it isn't overshadowed by what's non-essential.
  2. Approach your church elders for their advice on how to lead well to gain cultural wisdom. They may offer you a great piece of wisdom on how to address anyone who needs an upcoming conversation from you.
  3. Turn your teaching into handoffs. Don't focus on giving your favorite sermons, but on content that shows how the church is a Body (i.e. Acts 1&2, 1 Corinthians 12, etc) 
  4. Ask your church leaders to help you see your own blind spots before you plug into your next local church. This may feel awkward and you will be tempted to replay their words to defend it, but even if they're wrong you for some reason gave off a certain vibe that they concluded something from... so own it. 
  5. Express written gratitude to those who have poured into you. Put it down in a creative and meaningful way so they know what they have meant to you. 
  6. Don't make any promises to your current "regulars" about still being there for them. If you need to go, you need to let them let you go. It's hard, but they need to seek new mentors/leaders. 

I mentioned prayer on the front end. I'll tag it here, too. Always be praying.

Just some quick thoughts out of many years of living this. Hope this helps!

Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called; one Lord, one faith, one baptism; one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all. (Ephesians 4:3-6)

 

 

it's okay to resolve

Part of your job as a human being is to recommit. 


Remember making New Year's Resolutions without stress?

You'd come up with a goal of something you wanted to start doing, or maybe something you needed to quit... and then, you'd go after it.

You'd announce it. You'd ask for support from others who could help you see it through. You'd maybe even mark the calendar with a great big "X" every day you nailed it.

It seems like we stopped doing that in the past decade or so.

We don't need to deep dive into why. Perhaps we'd blame social media and how quickly we pounce on each other for any flaw. Maybe we just feel like we need to be "on brand" all the time now.

I just want to remind you that it's okay to resolve to do something...

and then to resolve to do it again...

and then to resolve to do it again.

Yes, it would be incredible and amazing if you set the goal, started after it and never stopped. This is especially true if it's something God has shown you in the Bible that is important and clear. Full-on complete obedience is the way to go.

You will be human along the way, too. 

So if by chance you do fall short, grab the hand of one of those friends and invite them to help you back up. This only works if you declare the goal out loud, so declare that goal so you can have that support.

I know you're afraid that you'll look foolish. 

The truth is we always look foolish. Always. 

You just get to have a say in what kind of foolishness.

When you don't feel you're making any progress, you will feel frustrated. So focus less on if you're achieving your goal, and more on if you're being faithful to the process.

Resolve to be foolish about resolving.

Part of your job as a human being is to recommit.

“Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:18-19)

creating a sermon - what's the point?

One of my favorite ways to teach a sermon is by focusing on one point...

one point, and one point alone.

(Notice what I'm doing here - I'm telling you what I'm about to say, and then I'll tell you what I'm saying, and then I'll tell you what I said, and leave you to wrestle with God wants to say to you about it)

When I preach or teach, 9 times out of 10 I go into messages with one main point that I chip away at from many different sides.

Think of a flower with the core that is surrounded by various petals. 

That center/core needs to come from Scripture... not a human idea that we find some sense of biblical support for, but from Scripture itself. It's the promise or command from God that will transform lives.

Then, I chisel away at through different questions, illustrations, observations, object lessons, current events, testimonies, and so on.

Those are the petals.

For example, let's say my main point was "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." (rooted in James 2)

  • Petal: (story) "Growing up, I never realized how often I felt frustrated with others because of how they favored others over me... and then one day I realized I did it, too..." 
  • Core: "God has something to say about this through the book of James 2... (read Scripture) It seems as though He's tell us that favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Petal: (context) "You may not know this, but James was the half-brother of Jesus... talk about favoritism... yet here he is in chapter 1 identifying himself as a follower of Jesus... what does that tell us about favoritism..." 
  • Core: "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Petal: (questions) "Which raises some questions... how there favoritism in your life… and why? And is it ever okay? For example, how is favoritism different than having a favorite?" 
  • Core: "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Petal: (illustration) "Let's consider a hula hoop... let's say it represents who gets to get into your world... and it's only so big, so it feels like you have to choose, right? (bring volunteers up to explore how many can fit) So what are our options? Widen the circle? Use a rope instead of a hula hoop?" 
  • Core: "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Petal: (video) "Let's watch how this plays out..." (could be a short drama, or news clip, or testimony) 
  • Core: "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Petal: "Jesus was so passionate about this, that He wanted everyone to know that He came for everyone... as in, everyone... (Gospel tie-in, invitation)" 
  • Core: "Imagine if this wasn't the case. Imagine if you didn't get the invitation from Jesus. But that's not the case. Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone. That's why I want to invite EVERYONE today to respond to Jesus..." 
  • Conclusion: "As we reflect on that today, you're going to get a jelly bean before you leave. I don't want to tell you what it represents. I want you to pray to God and ask Him to impress upon you what it represents. As in, what does this color of jelly bean have to say about someone in my life who I need to invite into my circle. Maybe the color will to you represent emotions that you feel and people you reject because of that. Or maybe the color will represent someone's skin color, or their political beliefs, or how they dress... you ask God. And then, ask Him how you can take a step today." 
  • Core: "Favoritism contradicts the love that God wants us to share with everyone." 
  • Prayer
So I tend to stay with that one point and find narrative ways and key questions to explore it. Most of the time I propose a question that I hope we wrestle with throughout the week.

Maybe you can benefit from this approach by focusing on one point... one point, and one point alone.

I hope this blesses you going forward!

love is... love?


 Lots of talk about #love. Have you noticed?


Awesome. Truly. Love in its intended form is an incredible, breathtaking pure thing. Yet we all know that love is often skewed to what we want it to say or mean.

So if it helps, here's a great definitive Source on this. Even if you don't know or agree with the Author, I'd encourage you to be a slow reader:

"Love is patient..."

Right off the bat, we see love is not described by personal urges that must be met without question, but considerate health that examines the greater Story. Even if we may (or others may) argue, "I'm just a black-and-white kind of person, and call it like I see it no matter what," we're dared to consider that that love isn't about our feelings, but about how we cause others to feel. Granted, feelings are not meant to be anyone's god, right? We know that. Otherwise we just assume God put those there and we have no choice but to act on them.

"love is kind..."


What if the people around you didn't steal life from you, but you felt genuine compassion, empathy or joy simply by being around them, as if they intended for you to receive that from them as a gift? This is kindness, and not only is it what you're looking for from them... it's what the people around you are looking from you. It's often seen and felt in simple things. What are some of those simple things you can be kind in?

"It does not envy..."

Envy is wanting what others have and being mad when they seem to take something from you. "How come the extended family is doing the reunion there instead of here?" or "Why doesn't my kid get to ______ when every other kid gets to ______?"

Do you really need to ask "What about me?" as often as you might? What if you instead became willing to become willing that others could/should be preferred before you... not so that you become a doormat, but so that you can become a party host, connecting those around you to opportunities in front of you meant to bless them, even if it didn't directly bless you?

"it does not boast..."

Another way to translate this is "It does not parade..." - meaning, we don't need to seek applause for whatever we're "floating" (pardon the pun), but can live to give without flapping for clapping.

"it is not proud..."

Pride means "I will do or be as I please, and if you disagree, walk away or expect to be unfriended." That smells like good self-actualization, but it is dangerously nearsighted. It removes all humility and says we are not teachable to being wrong. Love, on the other hand, says, "I sense this is who I am, but if I am wrong redirect me. My actual health comes before my perception of happiness." Isn't that why we all need doctors who will not say what we think but tell us what is and isn't actually right?

"It does not dishonor others..."


I'll be honest - I struggle with this as much as I know you do. It's hard to disagree without coming across as dishonoring. So what do we do with this? Never speak up? Not say something true in a world ready to jump on anything that isn't done "right?"

Where I've landed personally is to not making winning the argument the goal, but to create winning friendships. I have many friends who don't see life as I do, yet (from at least my end) that doesn't mean I need to slam them. Instead, I'm all in on a real-deal, life-giving, iron-sharpening-iron encouraging space where we help each other take the steps that matter. And when you/we disagree (as you/we should), you/we fight fair with high ideas versus stereotyping each other with low blows.

"it is not self-seeking..."


Our quick thought on this may be, "Be selfless." The larger value is to not live with a self-focus.

Do you see the KAPOW in that?

Imagine trying that in today's culture where we're told to be whomever we want to be without restraint or correction. Again, that smells like good advice, but what if who we want to be is misguided? Love is not about me trying to get what I want, but me living in the Largest Narrative possible, even if it runs against the grain of what I think I want or am. My ideas and urges are just a starting point to asking a better question, and not concluding I already have the answer.

"it is not easily angered..."

Keep all of the words in this sentence in mind. There is a time when anger is appropriate, but not usually when we want it to be. We all find it easy to be provoked when someone pokes at us or our values or our loved ones... but will we let ourselves be checked on this not by the people who always agree and like our ideas, but also by those whom we disagree with?

And when we're ready to quit something, or fire someone, or make a fist... will we first seek to reengage something, get fired up for someone, and make a handshake?

"it keeps no record of wrongs."

Many misunderstand this, assuming it means we're supposed to lose our memory of hurt. Rather, the idea here is that we give someone an intentional gift every time we see them or think of them or hear of them. It goes like this, "Instead of thinking of the hurt in our past, I'm going to try to see who 'you' are 'today.' I'm going to choose to not let what happened define us, but refine us."

Look beyond the spreadsheet you've been keeping on someone. You know, just like you'd like someone to do for you.

"Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth."


I wish this wasn't overlooked. I so, so wish this wasn't overlooked.

We can't affirm someone who takes part in something that is wrong. Otherwise, one of two things happens... (1) We begin to believe what we know is wrong somehow now isn't wrong, because that person is so, so important to us. (2) They begin to believe that what they are taking part in isn't wrong, and they never consider becoming right.

Note, though... the avoidance of rejoicing in evil isn't the only thing mentioned here. We have a huge, huge opportunity to celebrate what is actually, always right versus what is culturally perceived as currently right.

"It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

Love has confidence in the future versus insecurity in the relationship. Instead of being led by fear that the absolute worst is going to happen, it's convicted in faith that the absolute best is possible. And it does this not out of optimism, but out of action. We choose to not wrestle against each other, but against the actual darkness at work in this world that likes to disguise itself as light.

"Love never fails."

Love is permanent. Meaning, don't use that word unless you are willing to take on everything previously mentioned. And likewise, if someone tells you that they love you, don't assume it means they're locked in to marry you or that they have to tolerate your nastiness to them without practicing healthy self-care. Their declaration of love to you doesn't mean you're the definer of their love as if it came from you.

But the deepest idea here is that love outlasts any other gift. Every Christmas or birthday gift you give will one day turn to dust that suffocates, but love is the breath of life. As this passage from 1 Corinthians 13 that I've quoted reveals, love is a choice.

Which means... despite what you may have heard... love isn't love because "love is love" but because Love is *all* of these things. Otherwise, we're just using one word to define itself, which is like an eye doctor trying to accurately write his own eye prescription, and assuming he sees clearly in doing so.

Maybe that's why so many people keep bumping into each other.

Lots of talk about #love. Have you noticed?

Awesome. Truly. Love in its intended form is an incredible, breathtaking pure thing.

resurrection. changes. everything.

Resurrection. Changes. Everything.

There is an insane weight to many of our lives.

Men and women are looking for hope and answers. Couples need fresh perspective. Kids are trying to make sense out of a broken childhood. Teenagers and young adults are doing quick things with more long-term consequences that they see in the short-term. Families are trying to figure out tension that they've pinned on one person, right or wrong. Households need to find their financial footing (again, and again).

It always feels this way, doesn't it?

That's why I'm especially intrigued that Jesus kept the scars from His crucifixion even after He rose. They represent the most horrible evil, and yet are embedded into the most breathtaking good. He didn't want to ignore the harsh reality, but He also couldn't ignore the miraculous transformation.

Resurrection. Changes. Everything.

Yes, doubt can loom. You're in good company if you have it. Even when Jesus rose from the grave, the Bible honestly records the struggle of the disciples trying to take it all in.

"And when they saw Him, they worshipped Him: but some doubted." (Matthew 28:17)

The idea that a risen, scarred Jesus stood before them was was inconceivable for the first disciples, just as it some days it feels impossible for many of us to grasp today... in our lives, in our circumstances.

And yet it happened. And it still can happen. And it is still happening.

Resurrection. Changes. Everything.

 

This weekend I watched people in our Easter services at Riverside Church tell their own story of transformation. I was also able to be with them behind-the-scenes as each prepared themselves to step forth and share the ache of one side of their story, before flipping it to share the victory of the other side. Each is a real example of Jesus at work, and each is also an example of Him not being done working.

Resurrection. Changes. Everything.

Wherever you're at today in this process, of doubt to decision... feeling conquered or conquering... know that you are loved and pursued by a Savior who didn't just die on a Cross so you can feel your sin on Him, but a Savior who also came back so you can feel His victory on you.

Resurrection. Changes. Everything.

#HeIsRisen #Easter #Resurrection

the hardest part of easter


Today may be the hardest part of Easter weekend.


Because most of us here have seen a Cross before.

You’ve maybe looked at one in a church building, or as a piece of jewelry. Perhaps you've felt ashamed every time you see one. Or it could be that you've taken the radical approach of being snarky about it.

You might even be so familiar with the fact that Jesus died for you on a Cross that you end up overlooking how special it is.

That's why one of the greatest miracles on the day Jesus died may have been that it didn't look like a miracle at all.

Instead of legions of angels swooping in to rescue Him, they let Him rescue us.

Instead of the Father snubbing us for all the times we snubbed Him, He subbed in His one and only Son to sub in our place.

Instead of Christ skipping over the pain and jumping right into the Resurrection, He walked through the pain to let us know He'll walk with us through whatever pain in life we face.

Instead of Jesus dying for only certain people, He died for all (including the ones who literally killed him).

"When they came to the place called the Skull, they crucified him there, along with the criminals—one on his right, the other on his left. Jesus said, 'Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.'" (Luke 23:33-34)

Today may be the hardest part of Easter weekend.

Because most of us here have seen a Cross before.

Or.... have we?

experts and easter


I'm noticing a lot of "expert venting" online this week, especially about hot topics. Shoes and Singers. Freedoms and Flags. Trials and Testimonies. Vacation and Viruses.

I didn't know we all knew so much about everything and everyone.

Meanwhile, I'd like to offer... that it's Easter weekend.

For some, this means tradition - Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, Silent Saturday, Resurrection Sunday. It could be seen as a time to be nostalgic and traditional for a moment, but "let's not get carried away."

For others, Easter means nothing. Except maybe for the fun stuff, like candy and baskets. I mean, who doesn't like another excuse to eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup (shaped like an egg)?

And for even others, this weekend means everything... because Jesus lived, died, and then suddenly... wait, what? Even people who didn't follow Him historically noted His Resurrection. But it was more than historical, wasn't it? Because even today He's truly changing lives among those who say "Yes" to Him.

Pardon me if you're not in that last category. I'm sure you're shaking your head at what I said, and that's okay. You likely have an opinion, and would say I do, too. We can try to top each other and have a good go at it. We've all given that a shot once or twice, haven't we? (High-five)

And yet, here's the thing... there is a Reality about Jesus that trumps whatever you or I think about Him, isn't there? As the once-atheist C.S. Lewis observed, Jesus is either a lunatic, a liar, or Lord. He either was a madman, or a manipulator, or... more-than-a-man. So, what we'd conclude doesn't change that reality. We can each, though, conclude in Him personally, and that does change your reality.

Back to this week...

Like many of you, I also read up on several of the stories that everyone's weighed in on. On any given issue, from Lil Nas X ("Who?" some would ask), to things happening in schools, to a trial that some hope will offer "justice," we've all attempted to be "experts," if not "experts" about the alleged "experts."

"Those silly people. Ugh. Why don't they just think like me?"

This is part of the human experience, right?

I've likewise watched well-meaning arguments from people who attempted to solve all the tension claim that Jesus would be "okay" with "______" or "not okay" with "_______." Such arguments seem credible, especially when they're liked by others online. "Liking," by the way, does not account for those who remain silent on liking / hating / tearing / wowing the post because they're afraid of being attacked online for picking the wrong emoji (maybe Facebook needs to create a non-emoji for that?).

I'd like to chime in, but not as an expert. Or a critic of the experts.

I'd like to offer... that it's Easter weekend.

This week humbles me every time I get to it. I wasted so many years treating it like a holiday.

What I've realized over time is that the events of each day *this* week have the ability to reset the events of each day in *any* week.

Think about it. If Jesus really did rise from the dead, I mean... wow. Shoes and singers don't matter, and yet they do - especially when I consider there is a flawed and lost young man trying to make a name for himself, who is influencing others/youth, and comes from a family he felt he didn't fit in, which means that he has parents who mourn for him, and... wow... wait, did that topic suddenly deepen and widen?

When it comes to freedom and flags, is Jesus our politician? Can we find a handful of verses (at the expense of others) that paint Him to be a Republican/Democrat/Conservative/Liberal who is for/against __________ and would hug/shoot ________ because they _________? Can we call Him "love" and not call Him "holy" so He's just okay with everything? Or can we call Him "holy" and not "love" so He's just against everything? Or is He maybe both? And... wow... wait, did that topic suddenly deepen and widen?

(Insert "Trials and Testimonies" and "Vacations and Viruses" here. Play along at home.)

Might everything we're shaking a fist at actually be an opportunity to slow down, bow our heads and reach up our hands in humility?

I'd like to offer... that it's Easter weekend.

Practically, yes - I'll somehow keep engaging all of those above mentioned topics (or whatever the topics are next time), and yet I won't. Because what happens in our ordinary lives is an on-ramp to the Extraordinary Life, if we pay attention. The people around us are... well... *people* around us, if we pay attention. The opinions we fight with are a sign that we know a Deeper Truth exists, that is much deeper than we even realize, if we pay attention.

*** Yikes, this post is long, It breaks some social media rule about our attention span, I suppose. And yet, here we are. ***

What's next?

I'd like to offer... that it's Easter weekend.

The empty tomb says, "Take a moment, and notice that Jesus isn't always where we expect to find Him, but He is where He is."

You'll either ignore this and construct a "Jesus" who agrees with you, or wrestle with this because He doesn't feel the same way about every issue that you do or make an argument for, nor is He a genie whose job is to grant you wishes so life makes sense.

He is a Savior... who enters into our sin (yes, while calling it sin) so that we can enter into His family (yes, while calling us family). Life after you meet Him changes. He calls us out of where we're at and into an adventure filled with mystery, clarity, frustration, breakthroughs, confusion, wisdom and more.

If you doubt, it's okay... you're in good company. If you embrace Him, it's okay... you're in the Best Company.

"Then the angel spoke to the women. 'Don’t be afraid!' he said. “I know you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He isn’t here! He is risen from the dead, just as he said would happen... then the eleven disciples left for Galilee, going to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw Him, they worshiped Him—but some of them doubted!"

If I may be hypocritical at the end of this long post, I'd invite us all to listen. Not at the expense of speaking, but because only by first listening can we tell how to deepen and widen who or what appears to be shallow, and realize they/it were already much deeper and wider than we'd realized.

But then, speak... by all means speak. For Truth is waiting to shine, but it must first hit us and reflect, lest we simply blind people with our flashlights while we stand in the dark ourselves.

#Easter

even them?

My family and I have been reading through a devotional book called “For I Know The Plans.” Today’s “January 20” devotion, written two years ago, seems to fit the transition of power and Inauguration events of today rather well. I’ve included it below.

Whether you’re deeply sad, deeply excited, or not sure how you feel today, there is some perspective to mine here. Remember, politics are clothing… don’t turn them into your backbone. Our Savior is not anyone we elect or have elected, but Jesus alone who chose to make it possible for us to receive Him.

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“Then Jesus said to the centurion, ‘Go! Let it be done just as you believed it would.’ And his servant was healed at that moment.” (Matthew 8:13)

These verses can easily be ones that we pass right by. “Great! Another person put their faith in Jesus for something; that’s how it’s supposed to happen.”

What we might also want to notice is the word “centurion.” This is the “enemy” – a soldier from the Romans. The Romans, particularly the soldiers, were infamous for terrorizing the Jewish people. And now, Jesus has the audacity to not only have a conversation with this man, and not only heal the man’s servant… but he also later praises the man’s faith.

Do you ever have those moments when you see the people that seem least deserving of something, somehow get something good? It causes you to wonder, “Even them?” with great surprise.

This is what Jesus does… He rattles our perceptions, and starts throwing curve balls.

As you reflect on your day, might there be interactions with people with whom you don’t normally interact? Are there people in your life that you would rather just write off? When Jesus interacted with the Roman officer and healed his servant, He’s acting out of His own principle to love one’s enemies. This is hard to do because it messes with our plans.

As you continue to grow in your faith, God may continue to shift you around in ways that call you to reach out to others who seem least deserving. It’s helpful when you reflect on just how undeserving we all were of God’s love and yet He extended it to us in Jesus. We are called to the same kind of action, no matter where your plans take you.

“God, help me understand that no matter what my plans are, I’m still called to love my enemies.”

Who would you normally consider an enemy?

digging out the fifty dollar bill


It's a weird time to wonder about what's happening in the world, let alone how to talk to people about what's happening in the world. 

There are people who I deeply, deeply care about who are "stuck" on a new type of political fervor, instigated in the past four (or more) years in either an extreme agreement with or an extreme struggle against President Trump as a candidate and official. It felt like whomever the alleged political "savior" was that there was a sense of an abusive relationship, where the phrase "Well, everyone has their faults..." is used to justify the venom, while "...but everyone also has their strengths" is used to justify any perceived positive. 

When I'd ask, "Would you apply that same criteria to the 'other' party's leader," the answer from my loved ones was always rather sheepish and hypocritical. 

The challenge is this is a concept that both the Republican and Democratic party have been wrestling with. While Mr. Trump is a brash target, there is a subtle, cultural "yes-ism" that shows up in moderate to liberal circles whenever someone pushes back on whatever the crowd is nodding about.

For example, what would happen if I were to say that abortion is _________ or homosexuality is __________? What are the "correct" blanks, according to the Democratic party? What will happen to my career or reputation if I don't parrot back what the common vote or vibe proclaims to be "truth?"

Again, this is true of supporters of Mr. Trump as well. Questioning, doubt, and dissent are discouraged and possibly punished by shunning.

Perhaps the bullying dynamic between these two parties is more blurred right now because we're still in the heat of President's Trump tantrum. He lost, and no evidence has been produced to prove otherwise other than memes that try to say otherwise. Even his own party has recognized he's displaying a blast of horrible leadership at the end of his presidency where his grumbles can turn a rally into a mob. Maybe when the microphone is no longer required to be in his face, he'll buy his own "microphone." Meanwhile, the Republican party to "reset" will likely/unconsciously/consciously pick a lesser-Trump who appears to be calmer, but will be just as flawed... and take us toward yet another broken-down cruise.

Likewise, my guess is the Biden-Harris platform will sometime this year show that its "Camelot" has its own Lancelot/Guinevere slipping about, somewhere within the castle. While "today" things might theoretically appear to have a calmer round table, "tomorrow" it will have to realistically address the ugly inside and outside of it. After all, it can't do what only Jesus can do.

Which brings to mind something I've been wrestling with...

If you're genuinely walking with Jesus, you will genuinely not fit into any man-made category, party or movement. You will surprise conservatives, and you will surprise liberals. You will even surprise yourself at times.


But, hang on.... you'll have blind spots, too.

You will be tempted to mistake your flawed Christianity for something more than it is, and something less than it is. You'll wonder if you fit into Church, even though you always will; you'll wonder if it's better to invest into the inside or outside of the four walls of a local church, even though you always will; you'll mistake the finding of people who agree with your version of things as meaning you're the new revolution... versus the one Jesus invented twenty centuries ago that is still very much alive. 

No matter how all of this plays out, let's be honest... 

We are digging for a 50 dollar bill that's been dropped into a toilet filled to the top with excrement, and the only tool to scoop it out is our own hands. 

Thankfully, as Christ-followers we have access to the One to Whom "if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." We have access to the one who has crap on His own hands, and won't stop diving in "while we were yet sinners."

I wish I could tell you how it ends. Instead, I can only tell you how it begins.

Keep digging.

Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others. Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. (Philippians 2:4-7)

the possibility of change


Nothing has changed about the possibility of change.

A new year *is* before us. Hope *is* real. Progress *is* possible, and not tied to sarcasm, politics, opinion or debate.

So pause, breathe in this Truth, and humbly accept the opportunity you have today to wrestle with being humble.

Nothing has changed about the possibility of change.

My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you. (James 1:19-21)

here


Be careful...

Often the "noble" prayer we pray

“Lord, here I am. Send me”

is actually

“Lord, get me out of here.”

 

Try this:

"HERE... I am.

Send me (even into HERE)."

 

God may want you to go nowhere

to deepen your soul everywhere.

  #Faithfulness

contagious belief


Believe in people so strongly

and so genuinely 

that other people will join you 

in believing in them, too, 

even if you never ask them to do so.

timely embarassment

Embarrassment is a timely teacher.


But only if you let humility
turn you into a permanent student.

Even in a cancel culture,
there is power in
solely own your faults
versus doubling-down
on your pride. 

 

sexy greatness

Greatness always looks sexy.

BUT the pathway to greatness hardly ever looks sexy.
 

 

Think about it. 

And this... 

"Sexy" is circumstantial and temporary. 

BUT caring sweat is #beautiful and births life. 

Think about it.

f.a.i.l.


Your failures will either become... 

excuses you camp out on 

or 

foundation you launch up from 

(Guess who gets to decide that?)

Things can always gets better.

"Just not fast enough," we think.

Some things feel like they'll never change.

But better to try than write it off altogether. 

(Guess who gets to decide that?)

babying anger

Angry? 

It is not a baby to be fed.

So many people nurse their wrath so that it keeps its color...

so that it stays warm.

But doing so causes you to bond with it...

to raise it...

to parent it...

until it buries you.
"In your anger do not sin." (Ephesians 4:26)

3 words that can change your life

It's a rather unique Easter weekend.

We're all navigating what's familiar with what's different. That's actually a good thing. After all, Easter can get "repetitive" if we're not careful. "I know how it goes, and how it ends," we're tempted to think. It's easy to just seek and settle for tradition, isn't it?

This is why every year I look for a new perspective... something that I've either forgotten and need to remember, or something I need to discover.

This year is no exception. As a pastor, I've been frustrated that I can't fully see the fruit of everything I'm doing. I've been serving people within all the limits around me, including the strengths and hurdles of online ministry. That means that even when I work really hard to put something quality out that people may not share with me about its impact. Or, they may treat it like entertainment to critique versus inspiration to take in.

I get it. I'm human and have those same temptations.

And so maybe that's why this Easter I'm drawn to three words that Jesus said before He died: Three words that can change your life, too.

"It is finished." (John 19:30)

  • He said this without everyone in front of Him having placed their trust in Him. 
  • He said this while being misunderstood. 
  • He said this without seeing what His efforts would produce. 
  • He said this even though his disciples give into their own discouragement in the moment. 
  • He said this, after having been fully faithful Himself anyway.

You can do two things with those 3 words:

1) Receive "it is finished" as a gift.

Picture this: Jesus looks at the Cross. Then He looks at you. "You're worth it," He says.

That's the spirit of what He meant. And it's a joy you're invited into. It's Easter, and if you haven't yet placed your faith in the One who died on the Cross for you, why not today? Why not now? Pray and receive Him into your life beyond your traditions... it's one thing to believe, and another thing to receive. Right now, pray this:

Pray: Yes, Jesus. I choose to begin a relationship with You - the One who loves me and died on the Cross for my sins. And Who rose for me to show me that you truly are my Savior and Lord. Come into my life, and help me come into You. In Your Name, Jesus, I pray, Amen.

2) Live "it is finished" as a release.

There is freedom in doing what you know you "can" do without knowing how it "will" play out. It's called faithfulness... which always flows best out of that personal relationship with Jesus Christ - the "author" and "finisher" of our faith, who endured the Cross and trusting in the joy on the other side of it.

You're not going to be able to know if everything your doing in life is having the impact you hope it does, but you can keep doing those things. Because you really are in a place of influence, perhaps now more than ever before. Make the most of every opportunity, even if you're not sure if it's doing any good.

Because it is. It absolutely is.

"How?" you may ask.

Hmm. Perhaps I could say more, or try to list it out for you, but that's up to you to look for and see. As for me, "it is finished." :)

#ThereIsHope

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inner bullies

We all struggle with thoughts and fears that want to bully us. 

Talk to yourself 

instead of just 

listening to yourself.
 

Ask the question, 

"What is one thing I can do to make the situation better?" 

Then... 

do that thing, 

whether tiny 

or huge.